Twilight fanfiction bella feels worthless I was worthless and unworthy of anything he and his family had to offer. Quil snickered, "Who do you think you are, Shakespeare?" He doesn't want me anymore. Ding- Dong. "Fine. She felt worthless and couldn't help but remember all the times she had let someone down, especially Edward and the Cullens. Why are you feeling betrayed, Edward? What happened to make you feel that way? Edward frowned. "C'mere, sweetheart. EPOV,BPOV R&R Disclaimer- I do not own 'Twilight' or any of the other books written by Stephanie Meyer. Boring. " Bella, do you still love him?" he asked me. She tries to move on with her life, becoming a single mom. When he stepped through the door, his gaze was involuntarily drawn to Bella before turning to Charlie. I do not in any way own 'Twilight', the characters or anything. Bella's strong defensive shell is crumbling down around us, I've finally found the hollow point and kept attacking it. You can fight this feeling," Edward encourages, hoping his words will break through her barrier. And see if Black's worthless son is still alive," he said through gritted teeth, looking over at his second. " "My pleasure, Sir, "I responded. First off, Bella refers to her biological parents by their names in her head, if not to their faces. "You do feel something, you feel an overwhelming love and protectiveness for your brother. Especially smutty fanfic. In this house we do not support Edward Cullen being a creepy stalker. " I pointed out. Nominated for Favourite Undiscovered Author. "Please, Bella, just stop feeling whatever your feeling. 18 years later, Bella's daughter Eliza moves in with Charlie in Forks, hoping to stay with him while she starts college. Pleased to make your acquaintance. The thought that Bella died made me sad, but not like a mates bond. Chapter 1. He hadn't wanted her and thus had left her. You fainted on the stares and hit your head pretty hard if I might add. You're not worthless. Men do what they want when they feel like it and use everybody around them to get it. Jan 3, 2024 · Bella is a descendant of Lion shifters and now she has to deal with leading a pride in forks as well as finding her eternal mate and going to highschool. I drove home and saw Edward at my house. Well, I thought, I am now. Will Emmett be able to make Rosalie feel like she belongs or is she too damaged. "I'm Edward," he quickly responds. After her mom's death, Bella is forced to move back in with her dad. She obviously didn't mean anything to Edward, so she wouldn't to anyone else. I don't suppose that Bella would ask that Renesmee call her "mom" when Bella herself does not like calling her parents "Mom and Dad". "Bella hes not worth it, let him go" though nothing would please me more than to watch Bella tear Edward's obnoxious head off, I knew it would cause more problems in the long run. Now I have two of them. So why does it hurt so much when the new guy at school seems to dislike her more than anyone ever has before? Please R&R. Sep 25, 2013 · Something didn't feel right as I stepped closer to her shut bedroom door. We were going to spend some time together today. "You and Bella can ride with us, but Edward you two will need to talk at some point. I could feel my body vibrating and I knew I was going to phase, yet my mind was screaming at Sam to get her out of the damn way. Jrfan81- Anyways… before we start the chapter we wanted you to know that Bella doesn't know they are vampires yet she just knows they're not like everyone else… Brunette Girl – it would be too easy for her to know already… our plans would fail… Jrfan81 – OK AND ONTO THE STORY! The next week passed quickly. I picked this location for one simple reason. May 24, 2016 · As this whole thing made me feel small and worthless. I take a deep shaking breath. "I know everything about you, Bella. Lately he wouldn't even touch me. It warmed my heart to see Bella so happy. Something that's already dead shouldn't feel any pain. That is until a certain family with a future seeing daughter interfere. Well enjoy this bit of insanity that is part worldbuilding, part crack and part luvvv. Main Character: Bella/Edward Rating: M Word Count: 100. The pain was going to over come me. Bella made the introductions. Before the car's even started I feel myself fade out and jerk my head back. " I cast an eye over the schedules that were laid out on Bella's desk. He had a crooked grin on his face that made me want to laugh. Blue jeans. " I smiled as he leaned out the window to extend his hand. She still hated it and the gaudy ring that practically weighed her finger down. Abducted by the Volturi Kings for a crime she doesn’t understand, Bella Swan finds herself a prisoner in the shadowy halls of Volterra. Thanks:) Okay, enough of my babblingon with the chapter! Chapter 4. Edward had somehow arranged to be in nearly all of Bella's classes, though they had different Charlie's jaw was tight as he called for Edward. I sighed as I closed that window and opened up the internet. He was just a typical male. Bella started crying and ran out the room. When I got back to her, Bella's mouth was open, staring at me. She is Bella's creator. What will happen when a mysterious family adopts her and she falls for one of them? B/E First FanFic! Co-written with jrfan81! I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT! SM DOES! Okay this is my first fan fic, so don't be too harsh. He was very cross with me. "Bella, move back now. My Bella is strong and I'm so proud of her that she's letting me in. It is about a month after the battle with Victoria and the newborns. Bella P. Love, laughs, and danger all mix together to create a story about a hop #bella #cullen #edward #twilight #vampire # Edward is HIV positive and feels worthless. In New Moon, Bella never talks to Alice about everything she went through after Edward left her in the woods. You were feeling betrayed before you even knew I was here. But, when things go too far, will her bully be the one to help her out? Edward/Bella & Normal Pairings. What will happen when a mysterious family adopts her and she falls for one of them? B/E First FanFic! Co-written with jrfan81! I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT! SM DOES! 5 days ago · And what will happen when Bella starts feeling feverish and sick? This is my first FanFiction, i hope you guys enjoy it! Rated: Fiction T - English - Friendship/Romance - Bella, Jacob - Chapters: 13 - Words: 18,564 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 28m - Published: 12/28/2024 - id: 14425519 "Bella, what are you doing here?" he asked angrily. On her way back she is re-evaluating who she truly trusts. "Paul, calm down. All rights go to Stephanie Meyer and her awesomeness. That cursed day. Bella had been so animated and sunny when we first eyed each Always leaving me to clean up his messes with Bella. " That was all I'd ever heard for the better part of my life, and it was hard for me to see it any other way. I would've killed painfully. "Matt, honestly, nothing else happen. You have to understand, I was a Quileute boy, that liked to roam free on the rez, and now I was confined to a corral of sorts. What will happen when a mysterious family adopts her and she falls for one of them? B/E First FanFic! Co-written with jrfan81! I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT! SM DOES! Both Bella's parents have died and she has no one left. Switching the box cutter to her other hand does she perform the same act. My heart was slowly stopping. " Bella laughed as she got up to take her dishes to the sink. " No, Bella, he isn't. Since then he as become something special in my heart. Almost everything that I did frustrated him to no end. Rosalie has been hurt in one of the worse ways and feels like she doesn't belong. He pulls me into his arms instantly and I relax against him. " Edward is HIV positive and feels worthless. Her knees feel like jelly and she has to rely on the strength of this strange vampire to keep herself upright. This one's for Anto, and leelator. Hearing someone so excited for my work is humbling and inspiring. "Bella, we have a lot to talk Lying there in her bed, Bella couldn't help but feel worthless, like she was nothing and would never mean anything to anyone. "Your worth is not measured by what some gutless, pig headed, asshole of a boy thinks of you. EPOV,BPOV R&R Edward is HIV positive and feels worthless. "That's a lie. My eyes flashed to hers, "Ya right Bella, you couldn't have done this" I said "it was part of my pregnancy with Lizzy, the nesting stage" she said "Of course, wanting the best for your baby always happens" Esmé said. Bella meets Jake at CAP they hit it off and writing to her, he falls in love. I don't want you anymore. EPOV,BPOV R&R Something tells me that Bella will be getting Char to punish Peter whenever he annoys her. 2 days ago · And what will happen when Bella starts feeling feverish and sick? This is my first FanFiction, i hope you guys enjoy it! Rated: Fiction T - English - Friendship/Romance - Bella, Jacob - Chapters: 13 - Words: 18,564 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 1h - Published: 12/28/2024 - id: 14425519 Both Bella's parents have died and she has no one left. ''replied Bella and with that,she bit into her neck causing her to scream. I just stayed behind to say goodbye to you. "Hey. *Complete* Edward is HIV positive and feels worthless. Ever since my birthday party that Alice threw for me, that I didn't even want, Edward has been distant. The familiar smell of metallic filled my scenes as I dragged the blade down my arm. He had no reason to be mad at me, but I sure had a reason to be mad at him. When Bella just gave him a pointed look, he huffed a couple more times. Bella baby of all times for me to hear your mind your making my nonexistent heart break even more Bella if you only knew I will spend every day of the rest of my existence regretting that I had to let you go. Words: 35,038. Bella had always understood why they left her. Breakfast in bed , I thought, well there's a first. She has a boyfriend, gets pregnant, and stops corresponding. But as she faces Aro’s cunning manipulation, Caius’s unyielding demands, and Marcus’s quiet sorrow, Bella uncovers a chilling secret: she is their destined mate. She would be perfect, with a mother like Bella, nothing could ever go wrong. Both Bella's parents have died and she has no one left. Bella realized Jake's idea that even a piece of a wolf on her would prevent Alice from seeing her had worked. At present I have about 12k words of material that I am editing. Fearing for the worst I played the video. The only one that I could think of was Bella, but she died right after we left. He was gone. I was admittedly feeling a little depressed after finding her gone. Edward, the selfish bastard who told me he loved me, made me believe that we were soul mates, and then left me feeling worthless and alone. Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer is the sole owner of the world of Twilight. I went on to New Moon seeing the twilight background. "The Army worked wonders for me, Bells. "But can you understand why [not knowing where you are] might make me a bit…anxious?" Edward to Bella, Eclipse. Unlike the others, she did not greet Bella's arrival to their house with open arms. I sighed, breathing in her scent, and fell asleep almost immediately. I realized I was never really in love with him; I was infatuated with his gorgeous, crooked smile and false promises. You are ugly and dull. A girl appeared with a brown wig on and she stood outside a house. Worthless (A Twilight Fan Fiction) Fanfiction. Story Summary: Bella is a Civil Air Patrol cadet. They write to each other, and fall in love. She deserved to love and have that love reciprocated times 10 in return not to always feel worthless and pathetic. You left me in the middle of the forest! I think I have a right to not trust you! I love you too but I can't trust you right now, okay? Just leave, please!" Bella was sobbing, why couldn't he see? He'd made her feel worthless. The unfamiliar room I was in, added to the strangely sick feeling which threatened to send me running to find a bathroom sink. is. Home—it was unbelievable. On her right, there was an empty bottle of pills. I was almost a little jealous, the way he was all over Charlie. They hit it off, but she has a boyfriend who's been gone a while. He's your family and you love him, and you know that as long as he's around that darkness with you won't overpower you. Good, bad or indifferent, all are welcome. Bella ran over and got Maria into a headlock. Mar 22, 2015 · Worthless (A Twilight Fan Fiction) Fanfiction. He'd left for her safety, why was she not getting that? "Sorry isn't good enough Edward. Jasper knew because of his gift that Bella often felt like she had to go above and beyond to please Edward and Edward took full advantage of that. " Not trusting herself, Bella averts her eyes forward. "Take a walk with me. " But then, she is too sly and quick to change the subject, "This must be your favourite season then. I starred at him, confused. " Charlie walked away from her, having no feeling of guilt or shame as he left her there. Never been shown any love or kindness, Bella meets Edward Cullen when he comes for a vacation with his family and stays with the Volturi. He cannot remember his mother or father, or his other siblings which he knows instinctually that he had, but Flora, he will never forget. Then the door flew open to reveal Alice holding a tray of food. Vile creatures. "Well hello Bella. " he said. "Hi I'm Bella Swan. I hate it when she hide things from me. Before she could start washing them, Jasper took over, so instead she made another cup "Awwe thanks Bella- I mean Iz. Alice asked. EPOV,BPOV R&R Bella's Pain by: runs-at-dawn. I tried to think back to all the human's I had known well to see which one this was. She was a shell of a person just living from hour to hour, minute to minute never having hope for the future. Rating: M. Tanya is better than you. I knew it would please Bella to no end. In fact, in the beginning of Twilight it is difficult for Bella to remember to call Charlie "Dad". " "How did you…" Bella questioned she trailed off as she met Klaus's eyes. I know it's wrong. "I love you, and you know I want to marry you, right?" Bella gazed up at me, those big brown eyes burning into the depths of my inner self. "Bella, when you called your mother, and they told you the news, you were walking down the stairs to get your luggage. I notice a video posted on my page called, "The Life of Bella Swan. Title: "Feels So Right" (It's also the title of a classic country song) My fanfiction AU Jun 4, 2012 · As always, I do not own Twilight, I just play with the characters. To the vampire's surprise, two of the wolves were at Port Angeles waiting for Bella. She also said she likes it when Jasper takes what he wants and it could be fun if Jasper told Alice to take a hike. "I may not be a human, but I am a man," (Twilight, Page 272) Men. " She opened the door and peeked in. His face was flawless. The other hand that still touched my tender neck, explored the strange, new, bumpy terrain, which covered a large part of the right side of my neck. I miss Emmett and Rosalie. Her boyfriend, James, comes back and she gets pregnant. " I pulled her closer and tucked her head beneath my chin, brushing my fingers through her hair. "What Edward is HIV positive and feels worthless. " He said as an evil smile appeared on his lips. Prompt: 25. I'm worthless and useless even to my own father. " I said, drowning my sorrows in my drawings. " Charlie shook my extended hand, pumping it vigorously. I could hear Bella's hitch breath as she realized that I called her Bella and not Onee-chan. "'Your needs'?" I asked. Chapter 1: Abandoned toy. Bella choses the pack over the Cullens. After the dozenth time that I trip, it all catches up with me. / Updates every few months. Well I should let you know that since you have now where to go you'll have to stay here for a while, which is probably for the best considering you have a Summary: Tanya decides to visit the Cullens for a week, much to Bella's dismay, as she finds herself feeling incredibly left out. When Edward Leaves Bella, This Is What Would Happen When A New Set Of Monsters Move Into Town Rated: Fiction K - English - Bella - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,901 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 12/28/2010 - Published: 12/22/2010 - id: 6578602 "I did" Bella said. " He smiled warmly. Instead she is confronted by her barely alive best friend's pain. What if it was Victoria and Laurent in the clearing and they were after the Cullen's and found Bella instead? And Bella's changed a little. "Possibly. She was human. "Mom, Dad, I'd like you to meet Lieutenant Jacob Black. A part of me wanted to follow, to trace his path through the forest, catch up with him and force him to change his mind. ''Any last words,bitch?''Bella asked with an evil tone. "Well, you did attack my Bella at her birthday party. " Klaus said he looked at Bella meeting her eyes. He felt for Bella having to deal with such a selfish mother. I couldn't say no so I Sep 25, 2020 · "I'm sorry Bella, they already left. Renee was with Charlie at the station, helping to organize his files, because heaven knows he needed the help—badly. Boots. " "I guess not. How are you feeling today?" Bella is a slave in the Volturi palace. " I vaguely heard Jared say to my right. I had been feeling annoyed for quite a while now, and only recently did I discover what was bugging me. "No!" he barked out, slamming his hand down on her desk, causing her to jump and for the first time in months, she looked at him with a flicker of feeling. Chapter 1: Prologue- Worthless. I will start to feel like that we are drifting apart. I was a stupid, foolish little girl. The one who convinced me he was my true love, my soul mate, my forever, tossed me away like yesterday's garbage, leaving me feeling worthless, unwanted, unloved, hopeless, helpless, lost and alone. twilight. Without a word, Bella made a move toward Sam's truck. To pretend that I was desirable. Oct 8, 2017 · Bella was being unreasonable. I feel bad that I had to destroy her tough shell, but I need to help her re-build it. He knows for him love is just an unreachable dream and he's ok with it …till he meets Bella. Chapter 4 - Worthless . Soon enough the plane finally landed and Bella took a sigh of relief. I climb/ fall in first, Edward shortly after. "So you think you're… what, worthless now?" She nodded, and the man growled deeply. We had not shared a kiss since that first kiss a few months ago. What will happen when a mysterious family adopts her and she falls for one of them? B/E First FanFic! Co-written with jrfan81! I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT! SM DOES! I want to say thanks to . EPOV,BPOV R&R Jan 5, 2025 · All worthless when faced with the memory of Flora's eyes as he rode away. " I heard Sam say. What a liar I was—I couldn't let her forget about me. The Twilight Twenty-Five thetwilight25 dot com. I'll help her build it better, bigger, and more resilient. Rated M. Love, laughs, and danger all mix together to create a story about a hop #bella #cullen #edward #twilight #vampire # I shouldn't be feeling like this. Edward is a vampire after all. I never wanted you. His teeth were white. That's until she moves to forks and meets Emmett Cullen and his family. Then my thoughts turned to Jacob, and how he made me feel. I was washing up the lunch dishes, when I heard knocking at the door. Our little guy was all over them; it didn't take him long to feel at home. "Clean yourself up you worthless whore. " Carlisle says, opening the back door for us. Aug 8, 2024 · Athenodora produces a wink and Bella is quick to snap her head forward. Bella is feeling worthless. To do that, I have expressly left out any references to Bella's life at home. Michel fell asleep on the way back to the house, so after Bella and I tucked him into bed, we sat down on the couch to catch our breath. " Bella said. Bella is a slave in the Volturi palace. here. A/N: This chapter will wrap things up as to Jake's experiences in Iraq. He is closing up his feelings, so he won't feel the shattering pain and regret he feels from leaving you. " I say weakly and he sighs and strokes my hair. " I sobbed a little more. He sighed and looked away from me. We'd all get on those planes and return home, back to our real lives. " 'Bella' started. Author: cerealgoblin. " Of course I do, that man is my sole reason for living. He can't forget her even while in Iraq. Charlie is maybe even more concerned than in the original. Love, laughs, and danger all mix together to create a story about a hop Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Bella, Edward - Words: 140 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/25/2009 - Status: Complete - id: 5247585 + - Bella is a slave in the Volturi palace. BELLA. Too bad Charlie and Renee couldn't move to Forks. I knew I was dying. - Chapters: 11 - Words: 8,653 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 59 - Updated: 11/2/2024 After they left, Bella fell into a depression. She started to get better but then when Jacob abandoned her too, she got worse. Somehow, they knew they were in danger of losing their beloved daughter, sister and mate. "I can only hope that it works for you. Rating: M- this means if you're under 16 you are agreeing to break your own ToS by reading this and I'm not your mother so be responsible for yourself. What's the point of going on? Charlie? "Bella. All I can seem to do is draw each ragged breath to sustain my now Aug 27, 2017 · Edward disables Bella's truck preventing her from driving to the reservation. Hey, that's my kid now, Gramps! Bella was lively at dinner. After Kevin had arrived, he noticed the beginnings of my emotional breakdown and intelligently ignored the tear stains on my face. V. So why do I feel like I don't matter, like no one even sees me, and that if I were to disappear…no one would even bother to notice? Bella and Edward used to be a perfectly happy couple, but they aren't anymore. She needed to move. This is purely for fun, and for entertainment purposes only. Why he even wanted me to marry him eluded me as he has no respect or thought for my feelings or point of view. I awoke two hours later. Rosalie is human and Emmett is a vampire along with The other Cullen's. Bella had been hurt by the rudeness but she vowed she'd prove to Rosalie she wasn't some worthless human. I was hopelessly hooked. Also writing (good) fanfic is difficult – let's be real. We are moving. The Twilight Saga, characters, settings, and some of the plot details are not mine, but belong to the talented Stephanie Meyer. Some characters possibly OOC. I had just returned from another afternoon with Edward. Average. Jun 15, 2019 · When Edward abandons Bella, she is scarred forever. " Paul would carry Bella back to Sam's place and the pack would allow the entire Cullen coven on La Push territory except Edward to visit Bella. My arms were empty. "See, now we're not strangers. " Bella looked at me, her eyes flashed with pure pride, thinking about our daughter. I could almost feel him next to me. Rated: Fiction K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Bella, Edward - Words: 729 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 6 - Published: 7/5/2013 - Status: Complete - id Sex. She meets Jacob Black at a summer encampment at Dyess Air Force Base. Story Rating: T. Soon enough they were on the plane going towards Alaska and all Bella was feeling was complete and utter fear for the fact they were on a tiny plane in the middle of the air shaking every minute. Bella ignored the question, staring out the window. " Bella sent a kick and she flew over to the other side of the meadow. " "Even if you feel horrible, Bella; you have to know that this is not the end. After all, I didn't want Bella to think that I would forget her so easily. '' Go to hell. She ripped her mouth from Maria and her head collasped. 3 yrs later he's at her door demanding an explanation. Follow Bella and our favorite cowboy, Jasper, on a heart wrenching, tear filled, and love filled soul finding journey. Her father pulled Renee to his side, giving her a chance to do the same. "Bella," he said grabbing my arm to turn me around. I examined him with my eyes. "Take them to the Rosalie has been hurt in one of the worse ways and feels like she doesn't belong. Last Updated: 2024/08/27. "I wouldn't have killed him painfully," he said, rolling his eyes. Quite a few readers expressed frustration that I always make her too whiny and weak. He pulled back to look me in the eye and I could see how tormented he felt because of me. O. What if his family realizes their mistake and returns home to pick up the pieces? Rated: Fiction T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Bella, Carlisle, Esme, Jasper - Chapters: 20 - Words: 31,555 - Reviews: 90 - Favs: 253 - Follows: 254 - Updated: 12/28/2020 - Published: 6/15/2019 - Status The place was definitely meant to keep out intruders, and any and all projectile bits of metal, but it also seemed a prison to me. I fell to the floor hard and I heard my wrist snap, I was panting as I pushed up of the floor with my good arm. He was the best thing that happened to me, my life… and, he just used me. Now that I reflect on that thought, I probably should have told Edward I was sorry for wasting his time before he disappeared, leaving me in the middle of the woods whilst he ran off to his family, who were all probably laughing at the cruel joke they had pulled. You are beautiful, Bella. With his enhanced hearing he had overheard their earlier awkward conversation. Well here goes…. Chapter 1 - Scars. Will they be able to save her or she too far gone? Trigger warning I hate this Bella. Beginning belongs to VickyC1. Jasper want's to apologize and Eddie is being a dick. I told them I had to write to her. "Rest, Bella. Bella had already left, but even if she'd spent the night, her leaving would still have been too soon. This story includes cussing and sexy-time. I had my beautiful Bella beside me, in our own home. Worthless. The doorbell rang signaling to me that Edward was here. '' ''I'll meet you there. Set between Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. "I need him to see that what he did was wrong, not just in my eyes, but if relayed to a complete stranger she would think so too" I said "But how do I do that?" Author's note: Oh deary I got sucked back into the Twilight fandom. Makes me feel Worthless, hopeless, sick. Bella headed to the Cullen's in her new car. "Glad to meet you, Son. They all knew Bella craved immortality only to be with Edward. Summary: Bella leaves for Italy to save Edward. Beta: Perry Maxwell Author's Note: I have no idea where this came from, but it gave me the giggles. "Rosalie what the hell is wrong you?" I roared in her face "Someone had to tell her the truth eventually" she snapped "Just because you're jealous doesn't mean you have to make Bella feel worthless" "Whatever Emmett go and run after You don't need to be embarrassed. "Get out, Bella. What will happen when a mysterious family adopts her and she falls for one of them? B/E First FanFic! Co-written with jrfan81! I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT! SM DOES! But something else inside me snapped. I felt unwanted, rejected, worthless, hurt. "What I saw will affect everyone, our family, the entire vampire world, our daughter. Bella and Renee were sitting near the pool, neither of them talking. You knew how much she meant to me. Bella's Point of View. Woops! Sep 11, 2016 · As Jasper collapsed to his knees under the onslaught of feeling Bella's emotional pain, a deep foreboding settled over each one of them. " The way Iz said it was familiar, and it sounded like she thought I was stupid. "Good morning Bella. ". It was simply a casual glance, but I was immediately able to tabulate a compiled version of all of the schedules in my head, showing side-by-side who would be where in which hour. Summary: Edward is HIV positive and feels worthless. James would eventually come home, and I'd settle for a loveless, mundane marriage—if I even got married. I couldn't stop thinking about tomorrow. The hole was going to consume me. " "Yes I am. A Paul Bella's POV: It was Saturday afternoon. Edward is HIV positive and feels worthless. " He says and I feel like the air has been knocked out of me. Feeling worthless, unloved, and unwanted, Bella decides to end it all. "I won't change you, Bella. They made me into a new man. However much he did't love me he at least had been able to pretend to. She felt unloved and unlovable. It made me feel claustrophobic; I could barely breathe. EPOV,BPOV R&R Aug 14, 2013 · Bella knows she's worthless. We had been meeting quite often and secretly. It was of Rosalie holding a red rose in her hands, while Emmett had his arms around her waist. If they ever came back to Forks, I wanted them to be forever haunted by my death. I can't help but feel something big is going to happen. Bella nodded, I didn't get the connection from them but maybe it's because Esme's been pregnant before. Bella no longer knew what it was liked to be loved, to be cared for or cherished. Enough was said in the car on Friday night," I told him trying to step around him, but he wouldn't let me. This is merely a fanfic of what I would have liked to have seen happen between Jacob and Bella. for the reviews. Hope you like it. Michel was glad to see his grandpa too. It is not your typical story. I pushed the door open, revealing my mother's limp body lying on her bed. I cannot bear this pain for a lifetime. " A beautiful name for such a troubled, beautiful girl. "Yea, I'm awake Esme. The same chocolatey brown, innocent eyes that Bella has, filled with tears watching as he rides away in his deceptively handsome uniform. In my hurry, it never dawned on me to shield her eyes from—well, you know … my everything; I was so used to letting it all hang out in the military. Genre: Romance/Hurt & Comfort /AU. As the pack walked back Paul couldn't help but look down at this beautiful scarred angel in his arms hoping she would not reject imprint with all the damage the leech has caused her. I need to breathe normally. Summary: Alice comes back to Forks, expecting to deal with Bella's death. What will happen when a mysterious family adopts her and she falls for one of them? B/E First FanFic! Co-written with jrfan81! I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT! SM DOES! I feel a little rusty at writing. "Bella, are you awake sweetie?" Esme said softly through the door. "What?" I asked facing him. A more confident man. Bella's POV: My brain wouldn't shut down that night. When she does, I hate it. What will happen when a mysterious family adopts her and she falls for one of them? B/E First FanFic! Co-written with jrfan81! I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT! SM DOES! Nov 22, 2008 · "I'm, um Bella. While they are arguing with the Volturi about whether or not they should be allowed to live, Bella finally releases all the anger towards Edward she's been holding in since September. He even said it himself. You are not worthless! I love you Sue had just pulled some cookies out of the oven. But he will die soon, at least the Edward we know will. "Yeah, Boss?" "I want Harry Clearwater and William Black found. I have absolutely every reason to be happy. Being boring, shy and ugly, she is used to not being worth anyone's attention. With Ethan still sleeping Jacob went out and joined the two women. Charlotte also starts laughing "Names Charlotte, and I have a feeling we are going to get on well together", Charlotte says giving Bella a soft hug "Great. "I go to school here. " He drew up a chair and sat beside Bella. Now I will try to be swift with the updates as I hate sitting on a story and like to see things reach completion, but the chapters might be shorter than desired so I don't feel overwhelmed when it comes to posting. I got out of my truck and saw something in his eyes I'd never seen before. "We need to talk," "No, we don't. Imprint Story! Victoria slapped me across the face and I went flying and my back hit a tree. Journal entries/ poems. Like I was worthless. I was challenged to write a stronger Bella. You are my Bella meets Jake at CAP they hit it off and writing to her, he falls in love. "Bella?" my mom's voice came through the door sounding worried about me, "Are you alright sweetie?" When I finally found my voice, I told her I was fine and that I'd be out in a few minutes. Rated T for swearing. I called after her but she already Ran upstairs and slammed the door. It takes longer to finish the right arm as her vision is becoming blurry, and the few tendons, ligaments and veins that have remained connected to her arm struggle to stay alive, to heal and complete the task that the It felt like everything Bella cared about had been taken away from her in Edward's absence. Bella is also a vampire. Aug 27, 2024 · Pairing: Bella/Paul. In the meantime, thank god for email and airplanes. He doesn't love me… I crumble to the ground sobbing. Rated: Fiction T - English - Romance/Fantasy - [Bella, Leah] Charlie S. My wolf was pissed as fuck. Good. I couldn't help but feel jealous that she has already seen her. Bella's POV *Flashback* "Edward, why don't you want me any more?" "You are a worthless, self-conscious toy. Even though we were going to go out and do something, I couldn't help but feel annoyed. She held my hand in both of her own, flashing Bella a sidelong glance. No, Edward. We all know that she's isolated herself from friends, and basically her world is school and her child. Thoughts. If Edward dies, then so do I. I try to run after him, but I know that's hopeless. Hope you've enjoyed these! I've fixed the "links" on the other prompts so you can copy/paste and then delete the spaces. What will happen when a mysterious family adopts her and she falls for one of them? B/E First FanFic! Co-written with jrfan81! I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT! SM DOES! "Bella," he called, but I just kept walking. " He says. Could he steal Bella from Edward? My Reply: Sure. His hair was adorable it was a golden amber haystack. EPOV,BPOV R&R Bella agreed to my suggestion, so I hopped out of the bed and pulled a shirt out of the dresser. Stupid even. You can come in. She is left on the verge of suicide from her dad's constant abuse and Edward's bullying. Just the yesterday he screamed at me until I was balling my eyes out, saying I was worthless. That meant she had to be worthless, not even worth him sucking her dry. "What the hell are you doing?" "Well, Jessica cares more about my need than you do so I'm goin' with her now. She deserved better then that. All characters mentioned in this fanfic belong to the wonderful author and not me (although I wish Jacob aka Taylor Lautner belonged to me ) This story is set in New Moon, just after Edward left Bella and she is depressed and lonely. Love, laughs, and danger all mix together to create a story about a hop A retelling of Twilight: New Moon, but instead of using unhealthy coping mechanisms, Bella eats Ben & Jerry's and watches "Interview with the vampire" on repeat. I quickly dried my hands on a towel and went to the door. If I could feel any more, I'm sure I would feel guilty, maybe even sad, but I can't feel anything other than pain anymore. "You've lived in Phoenix most of your life, your parents got a divorce when you were three, they both recently died, very tragically if I may say so. Swallow me whole. Stupid women", mutters Peter just loud enough for Bella to hear him. I am worthless. " He informed me. I am Bella's Executioner. Embry and Quil both laughed at my eagerness to get to the paper and pen as soon as I hit the door. Status: Complete. Bella Point Of View: New Years Day: I'd just finished my picture. She openly called Edward a fool for telling Bella about their vampire nature and it had lead to fights and more until Esme had intervened. It was what they deserved after they abandoned me and made me feel like I was worthless. "Edward I am dying. What happens when Jasper finds her crying in her room? Rosalie has been hurt in one of the worse ways and feels like she doesn't belong. "Listen to me Bella. Bella growled irritably before reluctantly releasing Edward's chicken neck, before Bella could move away from me entirely I caught her arm, meeting her eyes. An optimistic story about trust, in all its forms, and defying fate. Jasper huffed a little. Dominant. It's from Jacob's point of view. She can't forgive Edward for leaving her. : We all know Bella was not herself in those months that Edward left, but lets say Bella never got so close to Jacob therefore never jumped off the cliff, Instead, Bella's sorrow turns to anger, and Bella takes the anger out on herself, hurting herselfpermanently . All because I burnt I can't breathe, can't think, can't feel anything but pain and betrayal. Meyer owns Twilight. EPOV,BPOV R&R Peter/Bella 'This story is based off of New Moon after Bella becomes engaged to Edward. My tiny little angel. "Too late now. Rated M for graphic adult themes and future lemons. May 20, 2024 · After Edward leaves Bella in the woods, she isn't getting better, so Charlie sends her to Jacksonville. How could you?" I rolled my eyes. . I remembered back to that day. "Mom?" I said apprehensively, questioning whether or not I should go in. Oct 9, 2011 · Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight. I feel dizzy If these are her thoughts they are a swirl of confusion nothing makes sense. To her left was a note with Bella written on the front in her elegant Will his wise words, kind eyes, sweet smile, and sexy accent bring Bella back from the abyss or will she be forever broken. Story Title: Three Worthless Years. Bookends By: Bella's Executioner. What will happen when a mysterious family adopts her and she falls for one of them? B/E First FanFic! Co-written with jrfan81! I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT! SM DOES! Disclaimer: S. Lately I have been thinking about Edward more than usual. xdspmo wsj hbdcrx qfyt frpdfx lqsc gksf johwo zys puijw